Adrian Dallas Frandle
Numismatics in the Morning
Another museum. Another poet. Another token museum
poem. Again, exquisite light, exquisitely framed, curated to fall
at the foot of Apollo. Aquatic shimmer, again, illuminating
the display plate. Another queer agog at something shiny.
A corvine attitude through and through. As a gay bird, I flit
between exhibits, reading anything flashy for signs of life.
Museums appear geared to produce this effect in patrons
aesthetically inclined to collectivist avian attitudes. Beauty
is manipulable and manipulating, too. Its affinity for stolen light
entraps every time I walk through that first sky-stained gallery.
If I could take home one thing to keep (which one can never
do), it would be the singular crossbeam of sun, the moment
heaven is brought low and rays crucify the solar god’s feet.
To tuck an instant like a coin under wing–this time–worth taking.
Eleven Azure Arguments
One memory must have a color, true. Its case
made by the arrival of clear skies that break
like surf across my gaze and foam at the horizons.
Two nostalgia is baby blue and swaddles shoulders
in uniforms of youth. In this image, I am Stussy-stamped
and re-fastened in the clasp of D’s hemp & sea-
shell necklace. In this perfect recollection, I don
emblems of the Official 90s NoCal High School
Femme in Hiding Costume.TM.
Three the whole natural world rejoices
in shades of retrospect.
Four to be returned to an azure rarity that never was.
Five an initial innocence defines this singular
hue, as if God had saved the most
expensive colors for their most special
or specious occasions.
Six truth is, as far as I can tell you, there is no truth
in this color. None truer than any other. Only
an annulment of what I thought light meant
or what I hoped light could do.
Seven Mary’s blue.
Eight Ocean blue.
Nine Truth is, I did not yet realize violence,
too, can be radiant. Or that, ten silence lies
between blue lips. Or it’s the blue flame
that burns the hottest, eleven.
The truth is (this is where the argument ends)
it’s not the color red that will come
to drench the white walls of my dreams, time
and time again, not red’s remuneration
that sickens me when wailing from sirens.
Truth is,
I may never want to cross the border
warding me from heaven, its thin line
of gaudy cerulean.