john compton
tender community of fabled people
i stammer out of a growing perplexity.
i ask an awkward boy to show me how
i’d lost myself,
who moves lightly over grass.
i continue the passage of identity:
something is asunder in its laughable zone.
we wander into a foliage
folding into a thousand honeybees.
it’s a modifier of time
to obtain memories by swindle.
he is a child’s head, the man whom i found, who leads me,
speaking about the lack of history & exaggeration:
the world is heavy with down—
vision & terror
for those who make earth black & white.
he is a match burnt-out. drunk once
from personnel,
now sobering
from them. i tell
the child-head he is as queer as i.
his eyes swim with curiosity.
his face, two sets of flowers:
those planted, & those wild.
i watch him grab a tree & shake it.
leaves rattle like tambourines.
out farther from that music:
a religion of birds chirp like a strange sea.
halfway to somewhere, there was
a green floral of ferns.
a casual display of tiny waviness.
the child-head spins around
with an odd illustration. i’ve never seen
a man swoon.
he drifts backwards, his arms like wings,
& the ferns took him into their leaves
like a pool’s vile waters.
nothing is without error. i stand there
& hesitate to smile;
but he clamors his way back to his feet
& says, your anxiety might
have suggested my death.
we tread into a pine forest.
needles sow the ground.
i had needles once, sewing butterflies
& beetles inside
picture frames.
there is a dignity in everything.
i licked their wounds with thread.
my fingers lumpish, their bodies
segmented & hollow.
i was a giant out of place.
the sun breaks through,
digging its way to our faces.
the child-head strolls with certainty
through the twisted maze.
i lag along. this was an honest walk:
i am a gnome out of place.
we make it to a community of buildings.
at a glance, the windows are mirrors
& reflect everyone sent out to work.
the bus stop whittles me down.
i turn my face to his.
i notice his eyes: their milky gaze.